Feminine Free

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Poetry

Turn back to her… Love her…
At my core, I neglected the feminine like she was wrong just for being born.
But what did she do? I mean really, what did she do?! I pondered.
Absolutely nothing came to mind, but be born.
How dare she be given life by God? To take up space?
To make others feel something inside their own skin!
She is the other half to the precious masculine energy of humankind.
Why oh why would I reject this feminine part of me inside?
It was not clear… no not all. Inquisitive I, ask myself, why?
As she looks at me, I see the substance of my body.
Her light is dim.
She is neglected and uncared for, rejected…
Here, I thought I was living protected, by doing all I could to be accepted
even if that meant her being disrespected.
But with all that effort to not be, I became a walking shell.
A version that was empty.
I viewed her as separate.
My inner most desires, wants, and need to be
treated a certain way neglected. I treated her like an enemy.
With all this… She still was not accepted because I did not accept me.

Today, I found her because she appeared. She is part of my soul!
She was looking at me silent.
It was a fearful sight at first, resembling a ghost that had been through hell. And here she is a part of me.
I prayed. God said love her, hug her and tell her it will be ok.
There is nothing wrong.
Going forward you must take responsibility to allow
this part to grow.
There is nothing to be ashamed of. In this moment,
Walk proudly in your feminine. Go. Take up space.

I am free. Now I do not apologize for being me. My feminine is interesting, intelligent, gentle, fierce, loving, strong, and independent. She purrs.
The feminine is the other half of all human beings.
I set the foundation for her to be loved.

By: Rochelle White